amazing how surreal something can become. or how your luck can change. i must have done something really good some while ago, seeing as karma decided to make my life awesome once again. i really wish i could describe it, but words evade me.

now that i look back, i wonder why i really put myself through the things i did. no regrets, i just wonder. sorry for the neglect, but i'm not the only one.

lately i've found myself staring, thinking, at awe at something beautiful, or different, be it sound or image or feeling. or event. mm. the event one seems to happen a lot. beautiful how something as simple as a few words can have such a big effect on a person. it leaves me speechless, ironically. it inspires me. you inspire me. thank you for that..